Cade Robert

Oh my gosh!!! Justin and I are about to celebrate our third anniversary and we are going to do so in CABO! I can't believe that we are going to leave our little guy for four entire days! It makes me feel nauseous just thinking about it. I know that we will have a great time and need the rest........but I really, really, really want to take Cade with me. I ran the idea by Justin......no go. Cade will be splitting the time between grandma's and I know that he will be spoiled rotten but Justin is going to have to push me onto the plane. I just have this morbid fear of the plane crashing and Cade having to grow up parentless or that we will be kidnapped in Mexico and never return. When did I start to worry about things like this??? (I do have an idea where the worry has come from......thanks mom!! Afterall, you can't talk on your cell phone while pumping gas or it will ignite a spark and blow up your car......right???HA!) For all you that don't know my mom, she worries about EVERYTHING......EVERY MINUTE..........EVERY DAY. We have been to Mexico numerous times and feel safer there than here so I don't know why I am driving myself crazy thinking about these things. It is absolutely crazy how your priorities and responsibilities and worries change when you have a baby. I would be happy never leaving our neighborhood again just to know that we would all be safe. Justin has promised me that we will return safe and sound and that Cade will still know that I am his mommy when we get back. Don't be surprised though....if I decide to cancel minutes before we leave!!!